I'm falling..

My birthday is just a month away~! :)

Well, here’s the thing.. I don’t usually celebrate my birthday.

It’s just too clingy. A day when you are special, you’re a star, people are being nice to you. It’s just too mainstream for me. I don’t want people change the way they treat me for one day just because it’s my birthday.

Sabi nga ni Epoy, siopao  ”ikaw lang yung kilala ko na hindi masaya kapag birthday nya. Yung iba gusto maging bida sa araw na yun ikaw ayaw mo.”

But just for this month, Can I ask for presents? Lord, I know you have given me more than what I need but it’s not that bad to ask for little blessings no? hehe. I love you! :)

1. RN. Having that two letters will complete the rest of my life. Kahit ito lang muna po. Sobra. sana pumasa ko ng board exam. And I can, I will.. Magiging masay ;ahat ng taong naniwala at nagtiwala sakin. Makkatulong na rin ako finally. Nursing is a vocation not just a profession.

2,Chocolates and flowers! This  makes me all girly and giggly inside!

3.Oversized shirts/MEn shirts. Lalo na pag galing American Boulevard na pang lalaki. hahaha. Mas gusto ko kasi yung maluluwag ang sarap kumilos.

4.Shoes. Ayoko ng pambabae. Chuck Taylor,Nike,Vans  and skechers only.

5.FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.Nuff said

6.Bags. Since mahilig ako sa backpack at para naman ako si Dorang gala ng gala. This would be a really big help

7.Adventure. Shet tara kahit san! kahit anong trip! akyatin natin Mt.Everest go akooo! (eg zoo, enchanted kingdom, Ilocos everything!!!!!)

8.Movie trip. Jusmiyo. ,ovie marathon is hart hart. Maappreciate kita pramis.

9.Deep deep conversation with a person in a solemn place.

10.Go to church.

Eto pa lang yung mga gusto ko syempore hirap sabihin lahat lahat dito baka abutin ka ng 2015 kababasa! hahah

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1st pic: BFF bundle with Kriselle @ MCdo Pacita

2nd:  Sambokojin last April

3rd: Breakfast

4th and 5th: Footlong and fried noodles with Rachelle

6th: Strawberry milk tea @big cup

8th: Army Navy 

9nth: All time favorites from  guess who hahahaha

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Turk’s Express And Zagu is love! :))

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"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you."- Deutronomy 31:6

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I either eat too much or starve myself. Sleep for 14 hours or have insomniac nights. Fall in love very hard or hate passionately. I don’t know what grey is. I never did.

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Oily face and Eyebags selfie

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Lunch at Papa John’s

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Thank you :)

Ikaw. na hindi ako iniwan, hanggang ngayon.

Kahit na moody,maarte,isip bata, laging galit, pikon at masama ugali ko.

Kahit na wala akong ginawa kundi saktan ka araw araw sa pagkausap pa rin sayo. 

Kahit na torture na makita mong may mahal akong iba.

Sabi nga sakin ng bestfriend ko, ” Alam mo, okay na siya eh, tingin ko nakakamove on na siya, masaya na siya eh, Pero nung dumating ka wala, parang bumalik lahat..”

Thank you kasi tinupad mo yung promise mo na nandyan ka pa rin, malungkot o masaya man ako. Sana wag ka na lang umalis kahit na gaga ako. Wala na kasing matitira sakin eh. :(

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Tuesday

I tried breaking up with him.

But  of with no use.

Bakit kasi sa tuwing mawawala ako dun nya ipinaparamdam na di nya kaya… Hindi daw nya kaya  mawala ako? Eh yun pa naman ang weakness ko, ayoko na may nasasaktan dahil sakin. Pero mas ayokong masaktan sya kasi alam ko na sooner or later kelangan ko siyang iwan.

Sana pala di na lang nya ko pinigilan nung umalis ako at sinabi kong di na ko babalik..

Sana pala di nako nagpahabol..

Sana pala totoong iniwan ko nalang sya…

Pano kung mahal na talaga nya ko at di nya kaya na wala ako? Pano pala kung ito yung time na kelangan nya ng taong makakaintindi sa kanya tas tsaka ko umalis?

Pero realtalk, I am not ready to be a girlfriend. I can be a good friend, a good company. Pero yung pagmamahal nya kasi parang ang lalim na.. Ang problema ko na lang, How can I break it to him gently? Sana sya na lang yung mang iwan,.. Wala na naman sakin yun eh. Sanay nakong maiwan.. But Jd’s fragile little heart, I’m afraid he’s gonna fall apart If I leave him abruptly.. I can’t stand seeing him hurting. I don’t know what to do..

:(

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